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13 October 2009 @ 06:07 pm
we're part of a fractalic being of constant creation
a massive, cosmic ever unfolding divine organism that is constantly in the process of learning to love itself
its perpetual cycling between love and aversion propels evolution, but to what end?
there is no end, this is just an amazing dance of spontaneity (when dancing there is no intention to end up at a certain place, just being in the moment), a beautiful thing we can never fully comprehend. we can't get too attached to results, we just have to be as fully and elegantly and shrewdly and lovingly engaged with the process as we can be. i want to master it, but i know i can't. that's my ego talking and ego is clumsy too. i just have to accept it and be in it. look around and enjoy it.
mr_boombastic_x on October 14th, 2009 01:37 am (UTC)
Wow! Yeah! It's just like being on shrooms for me. I come to the realization that, on the one hand, everything is important, and on the other that nothing is important. The ego is still there, but that ego drives me (us?) to want to "do", but not so that I can be great (at that moment), but so that I can deepen the level of the experience of what simply (and complexedly, and mysteriously) "is". When I come down from it, I lose track of this concept, so your words helped put some things back in perspective and confirm some recent realizations as well.
existdanceexistdance on October 19th, 2009 08:19 pm (UTC)
thanks, i'm so glad it did something for you :)
i like that idea of doing in order to deepen the experience. something i struggle with is the point behind everything, so focusing on something simple like that that can fit with my philosophy and not be ego based is good.